Christopher Raley’s New Blog
July 13th, 2010 § Leave a Comment
by Matthew Raley
My brother Chris has just launched his own poetry blog called Tapping the Wall. He’s got two new poems up, and I hope you’ll check them out. I’ve also added his site to my blogroll.
Chris is not a “Christian poet” in the sense that he rewrites ‘Tis So Sweet To Trust In Jesus over and over, or spins allegories about the cross. He is a Christian who is a poet — that is, who has taken up the calling to render all sorts of experience in rhythmic and sensual language. Far better.
Poetry: “Hay Ride”
May 4th, 2010 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
Boys on hay bales for benches, gripping rails,
rocking with the wagon, squirming their rapture.
Antique tractor sputter eases the anxious quiet.
No prancing horse, no joking driver, no jolly group singing.
Parents rock with the wagon as if to sleep,
while boys spy out green tangled humps of orange.
Boys will run when the ride is over,
leaping down steps with arms raised high,
running strides that crunch the gravel.
They’ll fill cupped hands with cornmeal for the horse
(who’s hayride days are over) and tingle at his whiskered lips,
giggle at his rough tongue, listen when his half-fearing eyes speak.
Parents will linger on the rocks, kick them listlessly
near ignored play things, stare off at the barn when
conversations bow to the sovereignty of silence.
Silence over the farm, silence over the orchards.
Silence brought from the office in slit searching eyes
where silent is the manager and silent is the phone.
But boys will run and laugh all the more for lack of laughter.
Broken meal will spill over their fingers trailing to the aged beast,
for in the wagon their restless legs flex the impatience of love.
Poetry: “Beheaded By Fence Line”
August 4th, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
i
Their faces beheaded by fence line grotesque laughter,
contort a bent double to disappear them then release them
back to exposure’s buzzing yellow of dirty night.
She sits in watch of small frames detailing mimicry without
and marks them a record in tickling her cynicism.
I stand in kitchen slider view of them bray back shaved scalps
and strangle long necks for a tip-up glint of darkness.
Quiet rests her pleasure she forces no perspective,
but flattens lines of emotion in comforting remove,
so let the bombard next door without a verb.
Endless is the violence, and delight is without end.
ii
I pull the drawers for snack and pill
as lamp clicks off and her in bed.
I check the locks against a thud
and turn out light until the dark.
Her warmth is oblivion next to me,
and blanket pulled up too cold
to be but fear cutting a line
at the base of my neck.
For her I am a child.
I receive the blind worry
of what may be evil
with eyes open in darkness.
Poetry: “Stone and Tree”
July 3rd, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
For Graham
What am I leaving him,
this kind-eyed boy with the golden crown?
Stone tree on a stone head?
Lifeless sanctity sheltering lifeless foundation?
From distance in struggle who can tell?
For that is not where we climb.
We rise from shrinking lake on aged paths
and search our footing a feet on scattered stones.
We lose the sky when bent and clutching
and stagger like forefathers on the angle.
The monkey-ed face of the lava-ed crest
glares across the canyon.
Too close to see threats of gaze,
we breach the chin and circle forehead.
His ancient mischief is a bliss
to picking and scratching through
hairless cracks in his stone boulder skull
till the top where we at last must forget
all ridicules for what we now behold.
And what am I to leave him,
my kind-eyed boy with the golden crown,
who pushes my lead and pulls my will:
Not a stone tree, but a tree from stone—
steady and single at the height,
in view of all yet blind to view—
whose bark a warmer gray than rock,
whose branches a cover of arms,
whose leaves a green over death.
It sprang from where soil settled
in the faults of hazard.
Poetry: “Men”
June 24th, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
They gather to build the fire,
men of older dreams, men of dead dreams.
Talk is out of mouths that hear to a world unseen,
and fingers feel with knowing eyes use of axe and wood.
Laughter comes just before the joke is punched.
Around them forest stretches and holds scared and quiet creature’s
frozen eyes, through gnarled manzanita and drooping hands of pine
hidden beholding heavy steps and strange, jagged rhythms of voice.
Beyond them forest stretches over patient deaths
of fallen trunks sprouting rising falls.
And peace is as many moments of silence
until fear of alien perseverance drives out to word.
So at last I left the moment’s sanctuary
to cross the dusty road where evening yet lingered
and their voices were soundings in deep water.
In the trees again I hurry to the call of men around the fire,
men of older dreams, men of dead dreams,
a circle of wrinkled palms yearning toward the flame.
Poetry: “Oaks”
June 17th, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
Hills that were California brown
and held rich in folds of laden heat
and gave a scrub oak’s worth of shade
against sun and dust;
hills that were fire black
and held rich on islands in devastated calm,
having given oaks to bare the brunt
and wilt yellow who were too close to flame
are hills that are newly grown,
regenerate who owes to no man scars of her rebirth—
how she labored under God’s slow contract
and pushed up nutrient earth
around those preserved on malnourished soil.
So oaks are umbrellaed dots on hillsides,
amber as a row of open graves.
Theirs is not decided what may yet be life or death.
Poetry: “The Moon Is a Dirty Yellow Basket”
June 2nd, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
The moon is a dirty yellow basket
low on the edge of night’s walk
where two wanderers carry it to sky
or fall in with its horizontal suicide.
What evil is it craves this for a sign?
Futures shift in swing of possible
like a world of shadow in arc of a lamp.
And the moon is born aloft by the wanderers.
Futures swing from one to the other.
Evil fears death of longing
which curses dark for absence of blessing.
And the moon looks about to catch the wanderers.
What blessing is it grits its teeth when the lamp
sets alight a thousand paths to one hated direction?
Poetry: Man Who Smokes
May 19th, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
The man who smokes holds his thoughts with finger tips
and rolls them like the rosary beads of morning.
Every slip of action, every fault of line
is a meditation for the great strength of always future.
Last week burdens clutter spaces of now
like little shards of broken glass landscape the road.
The man takes them in, one by one, slow fingers at his lips,
and draws thoughts upon the debts at his feet.
Last week clouds clear blue and dying green to shine brighter
a contrast that will grey and brown hills for summer.
The road that climbs between the market and the church,
the dark-trunked olive trees that shade the blinkless goat chewing—
life is a frame for staring while time taps ashes to pavement.
Sometimes a car crosses the fault-line of past to horizon,
and the man who smokes purses his lips and points his squint toward freedom.
Poetry: “Before the Fire-Scarred Land”
May 12th, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
Oracle speaks in the living room while wind
beats huddled houses with her fury.
Thelonious: Again now tell us of peace you find
in misery’s laughter, humiliation’s pride.
But can you speak beauty as bare-skin light of dawn
unveils valley parchment its smear of sight?
Or is yours only for laughter at the south road
shining its golden rush between winter fields brown and fallow?
The river has a mischief too, its course slowly
to bend and upset orchards carefully squared.
Far hills like wrinkled canvass spread their jest below
blue silk torn of edge and splotched by the white hand.
Are there any here you can voice
through the urban angles of your ironic malice?
The oracle has no need but a faint breath of harmony.
For he too will rise east—and the fire-scarred land
where pines stretch charred bones for no song or shade,
and manzanita are the frozen black frenzy
of muttering old women who’ve only themselves left to hate.
Poetry: “It’s Hard To Resist Him”
May 4th, 2009 § Leave a Comment
by Christopher Raley
It’s hard to resist him in the tiled shower
where water beats closing crease of mouth
(and storm beats doors of the house)
and etchings are hieroglyph of memory.
It’s hard to ignore his empty desk and
absent tools of pastime tagged and marked,
or his laugh at the table, a deaf old man
who echoes off tiles and shuttered windows.
Or it’s his bitterness growling in rain gutters
while the headlands all are dark like primitive man,
and wind beats gloomed houses and square,
and rain is a bestial hand risen from the ocean.
Tomorrow we will see his ghost in the forest where we walk
and keep an eye on the water for a shadow of storm.